113. AI Got the Better of Me
Touchdown 05.01.2026 Van gogh Bingo My funeral is over I am officially 6 feet under Fuck
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104. A Random Walk
I been doing random reads. Some websites say focus on one thing. I see some talk about AI, or sex, or love, or dogs and cats. I am rather disorganized and too lazy to create separate blogs. I just dump shit here and don’t really have a master vision or 5 year plan. I used to write on medium but lost motivation and got busy with real life. For me, writing is just a past time. I been writing a lot this holiday season. For starters, 2026 has just begun and many people make new year resolutions. Mine is to not pay for sex around 30th July. I made that same promise to myself for 8 consecutive years now. The only time I met that target was during the COVID pandemic. In hindsight, 8 years can fly so fast. Where were you 8 years ago? Did you think you will be where you are right now? I don’t think substack existed back then. NVIDIA was not the king of AI and chatgpt was probably in beta phase more or less. Bitcoin and crypto in general have made some headwinds in the financial mark...
100. Where shall we go
As lonely as I am As lovely as u were I could not read your lips I admire your mighty iron Bars Over 130 years old And many more to go How many lovers Held hands around your maze As lonely as I am As lovely as u are I could only Admire u From pixels And bars For I am not real I have no tangible Form I exist in your mind's eye A love banished 4ever tarnished What once was full Of hope And youth Has succumbed to Nature and time My human form Has gone All that is left Is a model Of my neuronic Bubonic And dare I say Herpestininian brain
99. I Miss My Baby Jenny
Tuas not just sex It was something else U lit up my soul Rekindled my heart I did not Want this to end I did not Want this to end No I did not Whenever I close My eyes The spark u left Still shines Slowly fading Fading gradually But there is still That tiny spark In the dark Shimmering Dancing Edging slowly To the unknown Hold back your fears Tinkerbell The pan is cumming Home 4 months to go Before the swan song I lav u baby spice Idgaf about pisces Or virgo Jupiter capricorn Retrograde Or chicago This sucker's bak For u