2. d2 - thy will be done

Chapter 2. Spanish or Italian

The 25th of each month is a countdown to xmas. Lazy to think. I vanna sleep all day and drink, smoke, watch netflix with a hot Spanish chick. Feel her thighs rub into mine. Devour my biceps, penetrate her skin. I be all you need?, provide all your wants and hide your sins. I don't wanna share you with the world. My love for you is hard to comprehend. No one knows you. No one knows me. 4 what are we. Nobody really.

Spanish or Italian or Danish cream. It doesn't matter. Blind girls are all I can see. Dancing to money, syphilis is not a disease, HPV is just another sneeze and those scars can easily be hidden with another tattoo. The red snake looks nice up your anus. No payment is enough to secure your trust. 

Father forgive me for I will sin. All my days I have prayed and papa is sick. He has lung cancer and needs money for the operation. I am willing to do anything. Forgive me. I will sell my virginity tomorrow to the highest bidder. This is against my religion but I have no other option. As an eldest daughter, it is my obligation to do all I can. The die has been cast.

Figure II. Sacrificial Lamb


Money has been a family problem since the day I was born. I have 3 brothers and 2 sisters. I just turned 18 and I hope to be rich one day. Many pretty girls make so much on onlyfans. I do not have the luxury of time time this month. The doctor needs the cash rn. He says he is not a fucking charity. Besides, it seems to be generally accepted that when a thin sexy white blonde blue-eyed female reaches 18, she would be foolish, stupid, and dumb not to flaunt her assets online for the cash.

Mucho dinero viva espana. I have some spanish blood. Papa smokes too much with cerveza and I know he doesn't make a lot and the little that he has he spends on conio and puta. I wish mama divorced him when I was 11. Don't get me wrong papa never raped me. He did his best at work but I think papa has some trauma. Thank jesus papa doesn't like to preach.

P.S.
My name is Shirley. If you don't hear from me next month, I might be dead.

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