6240. not gonna lie

Dear Claire,

I miss watching horses race.

I miss talking to you babe.

I miss the man I was.

I miss being with a beautiful woman like you.

Ngl. I wish you are all right.

I may not fully understand your situation.

Maybe I never will.

All you gotta know is that I love you still.

Our relationship will not last 4ever.

All I can do is write stupid letters.

Quite a few strangers are reading this blog.

I will never meet each one.

Maybe I will never meet one.

I write to an imaginary friend.

Someone who I hope will stick with me thru thicc and thin.

If I do not find the one, my fervent hope is that I find happiness and solace reading these posts when I grow old.

I miss you so much and I will always care.

Take care Claire.

Love,

Ronald

P.S.

Instead of saving money for a house, he spent it on prostitutes and black leather jackets. She spent it on travelling, lingerie and psycho therapist fees.

Jeez