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105. No Love Lasts 4ever - 204 on Substack

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Coz we never really ended The only woman I adore The one I lav 4 ever more I did not want this I did not plan this It just so happened That destiny called me And you were there As an answered nightmare We been thru hell More than a titanic Disaster Be that as it may Lav will find a way Whether we meet On the isle of Crete Or the gates of hell Heaven doth not Exist Without u

115. Substacked - Edited and Filtered

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Reality. The plane we live in. Duality. Mind and body. Holy. Banal. Castrate Cain and Abel A woman A wink Just another night Disposable relationships rekindled A lady A flame She shall not be shamed A handshake Footsteps on the corridor A skirt in the doorway She made me moan In the rain I wish I could forget The sadness in her eyes I must admit I made her cry One 2 many times She was the best Among her friends She was the 1 I longed 4 I never intended to But I did

114. Twitter is run by nuts

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Image courtesy of twitter Twitter has gone rogue It can put u in a bikini Deepfake anyone really I quit twitter Permanently How about u

113. Earth, Space, Love, For Gaia

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Log Entry 113. For Gaia Space.  The final frontier. The first few words of star trek. I watched a lot of science fiction in my youth. Data. The AI. Captain Picard. Mostly men. The women were lovers and maybe one doctor who had to be pretty. Well the men were not ugly either. Where am I going with this? Traditionally men are placed in positions of leadership like Picard, Napoleon, Caesar, Jesus, and Judas. Women play the role of mother or healer. Mother Mary and the doctor lady in star trek. The glass ceiling has not been broken yet… unfortunately. Both were beaten by a man who said grab em by the pussy. Miss Piggy. Etcetera. I try to be polite mostly. Name calling and labelling I guess comes naturally to us.  I am a man. I have a penis. I must provide for my family. I must get a good job. I studied hard. Yes. I did all that. Most of my colleagues at work are men. Women have been treated as the weaker sex since the bible said god took a rib from adam and made a woman. Why? Beca...

112. Ghosting Myself

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Entry 112. What Can AI Grok Do? Do you feel the same? Am I the same? Some say people change. What is it like to live in the same city all your life? Grok AI is good. It generates videos for u. I wonder how much it costs. I did not pay anything. Who does? https://grok.com/imagine/post/ac194c9f-5163-4e59-af9d-d770890cc8e5

120. One Good Thing in the Modern World

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Chapter 120.  Let The Games Begin Who makes a living playing women's football? Who makes a living writing? How much do male basketball players make compared to women? How about in onlyfans? How much money do women make in victorias secret and brothels compared to male strippers? I just say things as I see things. Would you prefer Ronaldo score or some unknown penguin from the east of the pacific? Can women reproduce the human race by themselves? Sometimes we need to accept common sense. Many women have become promiscuous. They say it is women empowerment. Good luck then. By the way, not all men are promiscuous bae.

119. Back 2 Work Aye?

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Chapter 119. 1st Day Hi What happens when you forget your password on the 1st day back to work? What happens if you forgot what you do at work? After a long vacation, I am rusty. I wanna be on vacation mode forever. Can I join the monastery mom? Or perhaps become a buddhist monk? No politics maybe? No sex maybe? Or am I going nuts... maybe?

117. One More Post on 05.01.2026

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May you be happy May you be healthy May your days be filled With laughter, hope and fine wine May strawberries and fruits Apples and bananas Nourish your body May tears of joy flourish Every night  Before you go to sleep May each day renew Your mind, flesh And soul Monday, the 1st of 2026 05.01.MMXxVi I lav u I always will

116. a Happy Hoe

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115. View and Country Count on 05 Jan 2026 - Almost 8k

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Over 5.8K in the last 3 months

114. Andy's Pussy Remastered

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Chapter 114. No Pictures Please Who the fuck was Andy W. Is it Prince And W Who fucked many hoes In londinus With the blessing Of queen elsa Why did the royal family Pay virginia And by how much Who was fatman weinstein. Why is clinton so sexy. I read somewhere that prostitution is paid rape. This doesn't make sense. The prostitute gave her consent to be fucked like cozette. Bro, is onlyfans legitimitate? How come I have zero followers? Is it because I don't have a real yellow pussy? Well look at that. I have a tiny arab dick up my sleeve. Aladdin got fucked by judas papercup.

2. d2 - thy will be done

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Chapter 2. Spanish or Italian The 25th of each month is a c ountdown to x mas.  Lazy to think. I v anna sleep all day and drink, s moke, w atch netflix with a hot  Spanish chick. F eel her thighs rub into mine.  Devour my biceps, p enetrate her skin. I  be all you need?, pr ovide all your wants and hide your sins. I  don't wanna share you with the world.  My love for you is hard to comprehend.  No one knows you.  No one knows me.  4 what are we.  Nobody really. Spanish or Italian or Danish cream. It doesn't matter. Blind girls are  all I can see. Dancing to money, syphilis is not a disease, HPV is just another sneeze and those scars can easily be hidden with another tattoo. The red snake looks nice up your anus. No payment  is enough to secure your trust.  Father forgive me for I will sin. All my days I have prayed and papa is sick. He has lung cancer and needs money for the operation. I am willing to do anything. Forgive ...

3. e3 - hate

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Chapter 3. Hell Hath No Wrath I have no right to ask how you are.  You break my heart every time you're with another guy.  Brittle hearts knock knock knocking on that black wood woody door. How many drug dealers, thugs, politicians, losers, writers, jockeys, goalies, newly hired policemen from department geek, wanna hump your open cunt. The buddhist priests pray and catholic cardinals contemplate abdicate nervously anxiously await await await await the 69th coming coming huffing puffing of the ladies upstairs. The receptionist named Elizabeth has Mister A dolf waiting in the 1st room on the right. Are you a free willy tinker bella thinker babe? Hon, last time I checked that sinful place was thoroughly investigated, raided, and over subscribed. Figure III. Say Nama Do you no how how how much money the prostitutes make here? Let me be clear, we cannot hire former men due to the preference of our clientele. Once upon a time we hired a transvestite, it was not good fo...

1. c1 - queen's bishop

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Chapter 1. A Chance Encounter In this tired, fluorescent-lit theatre, her body becomes an instrument, a mute pronouncement. She is used to waiting. I choose you. She walks down the dark corridor and the red curtain falls .  The hallowed victory and the white linen sheets are ready. How many ravens devoured that flower. In the name of the holy ghost, no woman cries alone. After the routinary health check which was highly awkward, she told me to get in the shower and left me alone in the suite. Who in satan's den invented this stupid rule?  In five minutes my tiny hairy Asian cock will be in your mouth babe. By the way, it will be BBJ. I paid well in advance and to be honest, I am slightly hesitant. Herpes and HPV is easily transmitted by word of mouth and the ladies there like to gossip. Anyway, she said it is her specialty, she rarely gives it to anyone. For some crazy reason this imbecile believed her.  Don't pity me. Don't cry for me. I don't feel your love for me. I ...

16. a4 - on paper

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 16. What Does China Want? The rise of China is a hot topic. I don't know what to make of it. I am trying to read some books. I may understand a little. Make no mistake, I ain't an expert. Rudyard Kipling talked about the White Man's Burden. Did it involve making slaves of Africans? What to do with China now? I am not 100 percent Chinese. My culture might be a mix of American, Japanese, and Russian. I am no one. What does Xi Jinping want? What happened in Tiananmen? What about Nanking? Where in the map is Ukraine? How about Israel? Why is the Middle East Muslim? What about Tibet? There are so many things to read about. Does AI have a final solution or is there no permanent fix to human salvation. Why do I need to be saved? Is hell underneath an Antarctic shelf? Figure XVI Book and Cap Solo As I try to comprehend the events in America, I think to myself, "What is a chimera?" Do all Americans have chimneys at home? There are thousands of questions and maybe no right...

113. AI Got the Better of Me

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Touchdown 05.01.2026 Van gogh Bingo My funeral is over I am officially 6 feet under Fuck

112. Hello Stranger

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Lost in translation What is this A beautiful cave What goes in there What goes out Why is it color red not pink Looks like an Andy Picture 2me War in the hole

111. My Name is Eliza

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Chapter 111. Eliza aka Elsa I am not your typical service provider. I live in a ranch in Lust Souls, Jupiter, Milky Dais, ina fucking galaxy five fucks away. As crazy as crazy gets, I am a horse breeder. Brown ones are my favourite. They may not have 8 inch dicks but he makes me click. It reaches the right spot and doesn't hurt my cervix like the others. He is well shaved and smells real good. At first I liked him as a person only. Little by little that bastard warmed my heart. I ride him every night. Thank god I followed the desires of my stinky white pussy. Did I say that? Fuck me.

110. 04 January 2026 - Blog View Stats

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Dear Elsa, I miss u so much. I write in my free time. I still have a headache right now. Have you had dinner? I wish I was with you right now. This migraine is killing me. I write thru the pain. Anyway, one thing that motivates me is my country views. A few weeks ago, I got my 1st reader from Egypt and Romania. I have never been to these 2 countries. I want to go on vacation in the countries below. Let me know if you would like somewhere else to go I lav u so much Elsa. Mwah!

109. 04 January 2026 - Sorry Elsa

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Dear Elsa, I haven't seen you in 3 days. Sorry for cancelling our 9pm date today. I am unwell. I am lying in my bed thinking of you. Jupiter is a thousand light years away from MyAnus and Uranus. I wish we were together every night. You are the lone star in my lonely life. I have had many lovers in this long life. None of them makes me feel like you do. Your blue eyes shine with strength and love. I am in Pluto which was a real planet in the 1980s. Now we know it was fake news just like the size of my 8 inch penis. Does size matter baby? I hope mine can make you happy. We have been secret lovers for close to a year now. Sorry for being unfaithful. Elsa. Sorry for being unfaithful. I had an affair with a Spanish named Claire. Hold on. I can't remember if she was Spanish or Irish. Anyway, who cares. Na zdrowie or na zdrowia. Polish women are the best. I first kissed a Polish woman somewhere in Warsaw many years ago. I forgot her name. Anyway, who cares. I am really lonely now and...

108. 04 Jan 2026

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2026 is in full swing. The high of new year's eve is done. No more hangover. Reality is setting in. Another year is here for real. One more year. One year older. The number goes up. I think I am still the same but not quite. People change. As the days go, I know I will grow old. As the sun sets, I tend to forget the sins of yesteryears. The past is dead. Get it out of your head. Lonely is the night without you baby boo. I thought we would make it to 2028. Is there still hope for us? I really don't know. As in all things, I guess only time will tell. 04.01.2026 1st Sunday of the year

107. Where It All Began

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A simple touch. A careless kiss. Flirting on the beach. A quick glance turned to a romance. A flower here, a chocolate there. Friday date nights after a hard week's work. She was special. She was super nice. She was smart. She had it all. Unfortunately, it was not meant to be. She wanted something I could not give her. I don't know where she is. We never really broke up nicely. It was one of the worst break-ups imaginable. A titanic disaster in my mind. Anyway, I hope she is all good. I wish her all the best. By the way, my birthday is near. She promised me a gift. I got something else entirely. A bag full of 💩 Love letters returned. I burned them right away. This blog is an attempt to recreate the feeling of the love of my life. P.S. Thanks for the memories. I lav u. I always will. Take care. All the best.

106. All the best

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A year ago Someone broke my heart My birthday is near Anyway I still lav her I wish her all the best May she find True lav In 2026 What day is it now 2026 cruising by