429. Just Chilling

Time is a funny thing. So is my memory of you. Promise I will never hurt you. I was stupid. All I did was say I love you. We met on twitter. I admired your posts. I thought you were an AI.

Maybe you are and maybe I am too. We are the same somehow. We are people. We are alive at this moment in time.

We are different too. You are beautiful. I am ugly. You are a sexy lady. I am nobody.

I appeal to your kind heart to give me another chance. Was what we had real or just a dream. Why can't we try one more time?

I am not rich. I don't know what I can offer you. Is my life enough for you? Will my words fall on dead ears?

I have been in love before and so have you. Maybe I caused so much hurt. Maybe I caused you so much pain. I swear on my ugly name, I do not wish to hurt you.

I have been unfaithful and fucked around a bit. Not a lot. Does body count matter to you as much as it does to me?

I fear your number is way higher than mine. I fear you will replace me once I am no more use to you. Will you still love me when the flowers have run dry?

Maybe I was a waste of your time. Maybe I was the worst thing that happened to you. Maybe it was a mistake. Maybe...



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